I wasn't quite ready for her keys being shoved down my pants again and she saw the look on my face when she did it. Felicia,"I'm sorry, if you don't want to be with me I can understand, I just need someone to care for me right now, and I couldn't think of anyone I would rather be with than you. That's the one thing about you, you've always been there when I needed help. I've always trusted you and you've never done anything to hurt me physically or emotionally, and right now I need someone I can feel safe with. I'll understand if you don't show up." She turned to walk away but I reached out and put my hand on her shoulder and stopped her. I walked up behind her and put my arms around her and drew her back to me. I leaned down and kissed her neck and she shivered like a cold wind had just blew up her skirt. I needed to tell her something and wasn't quite sure how to tell her and how she would take it. "It's not that I don't want to be with you. But the last few years I have had to go threw some changes and I'm not sure you will understand or be able to accept them." She broke loose and turned around and grabbed me. She was shaking and talking so fast that I had trouble understanding her. Felicia," Your ok right, I couldn't take it if your seriously ill, I mean I could take it but it would take a lot out of me, I'll take care of you no matter what. I'll get you the best doctors and we'll fight this together, I'm not ever going to give up on you. After what I just went threw I know now that I should have never let you get away in the first place much less the second time. I don't want you to worry I'll get you threw this no matter how long it takes."" She started tearing up and I could see just how upset she was, I had to get her settled down and explain to her what I was talking about. "Whoa there little lady, take a deep breath and just listen for a minute. I'm not seriously ill, I do have a couple of problems but none of them are life ending. I'm not planning on cashing in anytime in the future and I'm sorry if you got that idea." Felicia,"Thank God. Your not lying to me are you, you better not be, you've never lied to me before and you sure as hell better not start know. What ever it is we can work threw it, if you need anything, and I mean anything, money, a place to live, anything, I'll give it to you. I have plenty to spare and enough that I could never spend it all in my lifetime so what ever it is you need I can get it for you." "There you go again, putting the cart before the horse. Just take it easy and let me explain then you can think about it and let me know if you still want me to show up tonight or any other night or day or whatever, just sit there and don't interrupt or say anything just let me get this out and then you can speak, OK?" I sat her down and told her to catch her breath while I went and got us something to drink, I needed a couple of minutes to put what I wanted to say in order and she needed a couple to just get back to where she could listen and hopefully grasp what she was about to hear. I didn't want her drinking any booze right now so I grabbed a couple of Cokes and glasses of ice and headed back where I had left her. I rounded the corner and that's when I saw him. He was just bending to get under the security tape that surrounded the back stage area, she was about 20 ft from him with her back to him and didn't see him. I was about 30 ft away and to his left. Luckily he didn't know who I was but I sure knew who he was and from the look on his face he wasn't the happy camper. I kept walking but quicken my pace and just as he was about to reach out and touch her, I was right behind him. I didn't know what his intentions were and didn't care. I dropped the drinks and kicked him as hard as I could behind the right knee. He fell hard and to her left, she jumped up when he screamed and by the time she turned I was on top of him and had him in a figure four choke hold and was yelling for security. I put him out and two cops ran up just as I was getting off the ground. I got it out about who he was and that Felicia had a TRO out on him but one of the cops still grabbed me. I didn't resist but Felicia was screaming at him to let me go. She told them she had a copy of the TRO and reached into her purse and took it out and handed it the cop who had grabbed me. He told me not to move and I told him no problem and he took it and read it. His partner had made sure he was still alive and pulled his wallet from his pants to ID him. When my cop asked his name his partner said,"Yep that's him" and took out his cuffs and cuffed him. My cop appoligized and asked exactly what had happened. I told him the whole story and he then asked if I would fill out a report and I told him as soon as I was done I could or he could leave it with me and I would drop it off when I was finished in about 2 hours. Then then asked Felicia to also fill one just as he started to come to. By now 4 other cops and a Sargent had come up. They explained to him what had happened and that I had stopped him just as he was reaching for her. Sarge asked me where I had learned to take someone down like that and Felicia proudly told him that I use to be a undercover narcotics cop in the Army and then was a private body guard. Sarge told her she was lucky I was there and again she piped up that I always looked out for her and was her White Knight. Everything from then on quieted down rather quickly and 15 minute later I finally got her sat down with something to drink and was able to explained myself to her. "OK now that the fun is over. The last few years when we've talked I didn't tell you everything that has been going on because basically you had enough on your plate and I figured that I could handle it. I hoped that you had found happiness and it wouldn't make a difference anyway but now it might. I'm not sick or dieing or anything close to that but I have had a few problems, and you don't have to worry nothing that is wrong with me can be given to you. I'm not contagious, don't have AID or a STD or anything like that. Basically it's high blood pressure and a few other minor things but when lumped together they affect my libido and other private areas. I just have the urge but not the same ole get up and go I once had and I don't know if I can make you as happy as I once was able to. You deserve better that what I can give you at least that's the way I think, and I wouldn't want you to be unhappy if I couldn't make love to you like I use to." The look on her face was one I have never seen before, she didn't smile, laugh, seem sad, or cry. I guess the best I could say was that it was deep concern. I reached into my pocket and held out the key she had given me earlier, I felt that I knew what was coming next but she once again surprised me, when she took the key and once again reached over with one hand and pulled my pant waist away from my stomach and dropped the keys back down my front. "We'll just have to work on that now won't we. Love can do some wonderful things to the human body, it can heal minds, wounds, and many things that doctors can't. I want to be with you, and if this is how you come so be it. We can work together to get your blood pressure down and maybe get you to the point you don't need these drugs any more but it that don't help, I'll take whatever I can get as long as you are there with me. I'm not going to give up on you just like you never gave up on me. Now go do you show and when your done come to me and we'll make love anyway we can and I'll be happy because it will be with you." She leaned over and kiss me like she had that first time we met, no tongue just our lips meeting and a feeling that all was well with the world, except this time she reached forward with one hand and rested it against my crotch and squeezing softly. In that one minute that the kiss lasted, when she pulled back she had a smile on her face. Her hand was still resting on my crotch and she looked me in the eyes and said. "From the feel of things down there you might not have as much as a problems as you think" Of course she was right because believe it or not I was half hard, something that I hadn't been in a long time. She finally released her grip and stood up just as a couple of the guys from the band walked up and said it was time to start the show. She looked and them and told them to make it a short one as she would be waiting for me at the hotel and that I was to get there as soon as I was done so that I could fuck her brains out. The guys jaws dropped when she said that and they both watched as she walked away swinging those lovely hips and perfect ass from side to side.
Just a ole hippy at heart, been around the block more that I care to think about. Lived a full life and looking to add to it. Memories are wonderful but making them is much more fun.