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Thoughts on swinging...a small glimpse into the wandering mind of a 30-something sometimes swinger.

check out Lost In Confusion over at SexySwinging.blogspot.

snip: I really want to enjoy, believe me I've tried.
But it's so forced, I come away feeling trashy, dirty and unhappy.
More times I've felt pain, more hurt than joy.
Why not just close my eyes, shut it all out and concentrate on the pleasure that engulfs me,
See the beauty within and feel my pleasure grow?

Why, oh why, can I not abandon myself?
Take what's on offer, lower my standards and enjoy what could so easily be mine.
But every time I look inside my head, I find a mass of confusion, a winding track of shit,
I'm entangled in a state of confusion, imprisoned by my own unattainable goals.
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